one4review | On 22, Aug 2024

Kyle Ayers’ show Hard to Say is a poignant blend of dark humour and raw honesty, offering a glimpse into the life of someone living with Trigeminal Neuralgia, often referred to as the “Suicide Disease” due to its crippling pain. Ayers tackles this incredibly tough subject with wit and vulnerability, turning his struggles into a compelling narrative that balances humour with heartache.

Through his personal anecdotes, Ayers shares the excruciating journey of being misdiagnosed for years and the hope he found in brain surgery, only for it to eventually wear off. His experiences with micro-dosing various drugs, seeking relief from relentless pain, highlight the desperation many feel when traditional treatments fail. The show also casts a critical eye on the exorbitant cost of medical care in the US, underscoring the financial burdens that accompany chronic illness.

Ayers doesn’t shy away from the dangers of online self-diagnosis, exposing the terrifying uncertainties that come with trying to understand a rare condition in a digital age. Despite the gravity of his subject matter, Ayers’ humour serves as a reminder of resilience and the human spirit’s ability to find laughter even in the darkest of times. Hard to Say is a for anyone who appreciates comedy that pushes boundaries while delivering powerful truths.

****
Reviewed by Gavin
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